Lately, I have been down. My ex-boyfriend
decided to brake up with me because we weren't
"working out" but he doesn't know that
I know why we weren't working out.
It really pisses me off because he made me happy, I haven't
been as happy with a guy since I broke with Curtis
and Wow Curtis made me happy.
He is the type of guy
I am looking for but ever since
I broke up with him nothing has been right.
I still think, dream,
talk about him and I bet he doesn't
do any of that about me.
I just wish that he could notice that I really still do love him--
I mean really do love him. We both
would talk about how we would
get married and have children but
apparently I was a waste to him.
I broke up with him really because
I never got to see him at all
and it was either see him or not see him at all.
I told his sister (my best friend) that I do still love him.
I hope she tells him so that we could start talking again,
like we used to. He was my true best friend. urgg.
School is out and my mother moved back in with me.
I have nothing else that is new.
So Summer 2009 here I come :)
TTFN,Chantel